@Christina_Denied_Tx1885 _Denied_TX I have heard a lot of Prince's work associates talk to interviewers
about him and the health situation that started because of his acrobatic performance acts on stage.
I do not know if someone told him when he was in his 30s to not do so much acrobatics on stage?
He was a GEMINI Sun sign, he knew that "CRITICS ARE CRITICAL"! And Ironically, many Gemini people are critics,
writers, musicians, artists, inventors! He probably just laughed when he read or heard a negative comment about
him! He was very busy over the years composing over 40 Studio Albums, starring in several movies, producing
music for other artists, touring, performing in concerts, etc.
Yeah good points ...really good points. And there are alot of videos out there . I have maybe watched a couple videos but not many... because at that time i had zero reason to , Like it didn;t sink in plus even now I'm not really sure what to look for.... but that title seemed to catch my eye there, Mm it seemed he hid that pain well ..
yeah really well , Your man never um...well... he never whined or like , woe is me ... took a oh , woe is me kind of path did he? he never really sang you
his blues , his context of art was about how he can please you, so i don;t mean sexually i mean how he can make you happy right ? his songs are for you .. the listener yeah, oh thats the title of his first album mm.. anyway he never really said ....or i haven't heard from him yet something like - hey my name is prince and my day is going shit and you should all cry along with me
and feel my pain let me show you my pain, i am in so much pain ...let me tell you how that feels, it HURTS and THIS IS MY PAIN because my day is shit , right ? ----- I hope that ,ake sense i really do ,
no , i am not tearing up as i wriiite this lol .. er .. and maybe i have bought myself to a new epiphany ...that maybe it is a new wildly, new experience lyrically completely for me because i am not used to hearing songs with a running 'you ' theme , which are ' for me' right ? - not used to hearing i dont know ....not sure if this will make sense in tect "how is your day , Do u feel alright? i've been waiting on u. here ,take these flowers
... we can .... , "
it has been more [along the lines of] so , " yeah well this is my day and this is my pain , here feel the weight of all that pain, on top of that let me gift you some world problems - and no i don;t feel alright so what are you going to do about it ? hello ...solution for my pain, here...got any ? "
so when he is simply offering you diamonds and dresses etc you are like no mate , cause its strange for me to take ,
See , because coming from a by-stander because that is what i was when it came to this guy , Can't ever lie and say oh my name is Christina and i had his back , oh poor guy i feel him , yeah i remember the times with him, oh yeah lovesexy was sooooo.... i grew up with ... because ....painfully , yeah he didn't exsist in my world but I would have never in amillion years you know , attached pain to
him . um or ever thought that he could be in pain to begin , Let alone
that much pain. the physical pain is
one thing , but plus the mental pain [i will elaborate in a while cause this is probably one of those deep yaps that i sometimes blurt out or have been feeling the need to] He...no , not even he, i couldn't even picture a person , cause i didn't care - why should i ? prince was 'horrible' ok , so the name of him right , the name Prince always struck me as some standoffish overally sex mad ungrateful bugger who was cold iron clad , um didn't climb trees, zero peace sign & yeah all a bit of a question mark really , like , why would people support someone who wasnt kind or giving ..no , who didn't seem
openly giving. right ?....buuuut ,. bear with me - [ as i go along this journey] I'm actuallu finding out that it is total bs to think that of this one ..that my assumptions couldn't have been any more false. LOl at myself -when i saw th sign O the Times cover. for the first time mm .
But i dont want to wear or start to wear rose coloured glasses with him because although i don;t agree with how he handled certain things & i'm not sure of his emotional depth , his confusing silent yet biting tounge , i'm still on the fence with all of that cause someone says something and they will say it so convincing then you read another opinion from someone who was much closer to him . ...and then ah , you know ? anyway your comment made me think of ... and i don't know if this is the title 'All the critics love me in new york' or something like that ? i think it is on Controversy. It is on an earlier album. i know that much.
But Like i was mentioning earlier when we listened to Originals , i didn't realise
how much of his art he gave away that whole album, he wrote for others, so , so much [& more than likely art we will never know , because he was very much private with it] & creating art is a personal thing for some & for some , art can be the only sanity they have and he gave alot of his art away. That is a pretty selfless thing to do.
So to maybe address that emotional issue /barrier which for me , He...
cause it come across so distant in Graffiti Bridge, but it comes from a good , if childlike heart , that he was always thinking , unless he's just acting but i really feel , i wanna believe that Graffiti Bridge
is the core of
him,,,& i cant really fathom why this part of his artistry isn;t so cherished , talked about ..loved or thought about more deeply within in his core fan base but i'm not talking here , i think you are all very understanding souls here plsu totally get it ~ i mean the you tube comments from the ogs there ..these ones, the ,,,
'Omg!This man is something!!Beautiful,sexy...magic
Oi PRINCE your too beautiful sweetie pie
gotta luv that "
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anyhow,
i'm thinking he must have had so much , almost
toooo much art in him , if there could be such a thing. So, maybe he had that kind of ...offish, distant kooky air about him because he was continually thinking or hearing sounds or music ? seeing colours -visions too maybe ? so he could never really be present for say , small talk or , im curious of his emotional depth and exactly
just how deep was it , if it was a stream or an ocean. Did he suffer from terrible anxiety that kind of stuff which is often swept under the carpet . And we won't ever know but so, for the most part we could maybe ...or i, as a new kid could maybe say , he was never really 'in the room' cause he was always in the studio and had a great need to get out this art tht was flowing constant , since creating art it's a process and many get writer block ....
Did he ever mention that ? writers block ? or did he never get that ...if he never got writers block or hardly ever , he would never have had a break - cause he would be ...buzzing , brimming with thought & ideas annnnd content ~ always , always , always thinking here.
Like the core of good art is constant thinking - what line next - or for him, what line next ? what sound next ?,, what - what next ? or if it just pops up in every day sound ...or something so unecpected yet so fantastical that you have to get it out and quick ! ~yeah thats going to be grinding ,,, sooooo , if you are able to like not only write , sing and dance
but play all those instruments ,,,well in all honesty then that bloke was not getting a break ever. His mind would have been like , I don;t know dalia , I can't really fathom it. a car wash , a conveyor belt,,,an ongoing
loop of sounds ...words? both . Did he ever talk about his creative process in depth with you all ?
I will have to post twic sorry